24 April 2007

iT's dOnE...aLmOsT !!!


o.k, gotta be fast..my battery is nearly dead and it's holiday in town so I find no place to plug in my laptop :-/
I just came to bring Ben to the train at 5.30 am, and I stayed to come to internet and do blogging and e.mailling...but I didn't know it was a holiday in town today, so I'll not do much...
ben came here yesterday on purpose to sign the check to buy the land in the name of White Stone...

It all seems weird still...
Yves and Regina were one more time at the land to ask me to write some document in portuguese for them to cancel their internet contract... it was probably God's... coz we had the opportunity to pray all together... we were praying for different people, but then we went on praying for the land...
Miri started to cry in the midst and I could sense why...
we were done with prayer, but Miri kept staring down and sobbing...after a while Regina broke the silence and asked her if she had anything to say... she just loked at me, kept sobbing and looked down again...
when Regina asked the second time she said she would speak, even though she didn't want to...
She opened up the "game" and said directly and clear that what they were doing was wrong, and God didn't want them to sell the land, coz it was His already...
It was not a matter of the land or the money, but it was about them and their hearts...
well, I don't want to go on details here, but in the end they said they would pray again in the night and see if God would tell them anything...
For us it was all clear, but I was glad Miri was able to tell them... I believe it was our responsibility to confront them and in a way, warn them about what they were about to do...

Well, next day we met in town to sign the papers but they didn't mention anything about prayer or what God might have told them...
I felt weird all day but didn't know what else could we do...
It still felt wrong inside of us...
Nothing changed for us really... and in the end we just got a procuration from them that will able us to buy the land without their presence here anymore, and we gave them the 30.000 Euros check for the land... giving back what they gave to God before... it felt weird again !!!
But , it's not in our hands anymore !!!
we are free to decide whatever, and we are free to make mistakes... even Yves said that all the mistakes he did God always turned them into good... but it was weird to hear that before he could do the mistake (in our eyes)...

But everything is done now...well, not everything, I stilll need to figure out what to do to get the land in White Stone name, but to be honest, it doesn't really matter... all this paper stuff is so fictitious !!! BUt I know it needs to be done...
We still live in this world so we need to play their rules... BUT WE DON'T BELONG TO IT, AND I DON'T WANT TO FORGET ABOUT THAT...
WE ARE TO LIVE IN ANOTHER DIMENSION... ANOTHER KINGDOM... THAT WAS THE CENTRE OF JESUS' MESSAGE !!!!

4 comments:

cate mcmillan said...

hallo barbara!
i lost your email adress! a friend and i will be traveling through italy, france, spain, and portugal in may and june, and i wanted to see if you will be around there and if we could come visit for a few days? blessings

mobile freak church said...

heyho...
we are in this with you! even if we are not there... we are praying... gods ways are so strange to us sometimes! keep on trusting in god! hes so amazing! we love you! be blessed and big hugs to miri!
dom

Aristidis "Keule" Antoniadis said...

Halleluja, Prais the Lord Jesus!
I´m so happy - that´s so great!!!
Prais the Lord vor ever more!
Hope to come again in the land, may be for longer some time!
It´s so amazing cool!
Thank you Jesus for this!
God bless you, Baba and Miri, in Jesus, Ari

Jenelle said...

such a wild ride, it is. what strange things you must be feeling, Baba. I can't imagine. but what a testimony of God's provision is that image of the many-zeroed Euro cheque. Jehovah Jirah, he is.

cheering you on