29 November 2009

oLiVe HaRvEsT iS fiNaLLy dOnE...



Finally we finished the olive harvest this year...we took 910 Kg to the press, which gave us 120L of Olive oil...Praise God !!! And a big thanks to the Jones' family, Marcia, Marinho, Maureen, Isaac, Alana, Sieglinde and Sebastian, who helped in the process in different stages...
You can check here for more interesting videos about the process (I'm still uploading more)...and I have a suggestion to all of you who would like to support the Mount of Oaks...

As you know, or not, this place lives mainly from donations of many different people and also from the participation of those who pass by...
But we do need lots of investment in this pioneering stage, to fix the roof of our kitchen, the bath and shower house, to build our houses, guest houses, a common meeting place, installing the irrigation system and a tank, and of course, lots of plants and trees...We obviously also need to cover the daily expenses we already have in order for us, those who offer our labour, to sustain ourselves here...

We could sell part of our olive oil for those who would like to support us...
I was thinking it would be fair to price 10e for each liter, plus the transportation...
As you know, all the process counted with lots of hand work, and it took more than 4 weeks to pick all the olives, as most people don´t have much experience and we don´t use machines...besides the fact that it is 100% organic and delicious...

If you have any ideas on how to transport it to your country (if you know someone is driving down here for instance), and you'd like to make the distribution there, it would help with the cost as well...

People can always give more than 10e, but that's up to each one...

We'll also have lots of preserved olives to eat...but those will only be ready around April or May...

Anyway, I leave the suggestion... Get in touch if it interests you...
Thanks!!!

15 November 2009

oLiVeS, oLivEs & mOrE oLivEs...

The olive harvest is not over yet...hopefully next week I'll be done with it and take them to the press to make olive oil... it is a long and hard process... but so pleasant... I love it...

At the moment it's only me, Sieglinde and Sebastian...
Sebastian is a french guy who was here last year with other rainbow people... he's looking for a piece of land around here to set up a yurt or something like that and go travel...he's a nice guy...

Sieglinde, Miri´s mum,  was here already 3 or 4 times...she loves Portugal...she loves the sun and speaking portuguese (as she's brazilian but has lived in Germany for many years)...She has been a great help as I don't need to worry about cooking and cleaning... she also loves plants and all nature and has a lot to teach...a proper mum... or as Elena would say, "we are "las abuelitas" ( the grannies)"...Sieglinde has now a caravan here which Uli and Stephy brought in August...she's delighted to have her own space and not stay in a tent anymore...it's nice ... I know how important that is... I'm also glad I'm in the big bus now until I build a house for myself one day...




Elena was also a great person to meet, she was here for a couple of weeks and left a few days ago...such a lovely and gentle spirit...she is from Russia and it's a lovely granny too... her daughter, son in law and granddaughter live in Andorra...I met Elena in Taize, 4 years ago...she just came to me in the camp area and we exchanged e.mails... it's funny how God connects people...I asked her why she came to me and she just said she liked the way I look (go figure)...

Recently she got in touch and asked if she could visit... I had no idea what she was expecting...but as the days went by she was sharing how this kind of place is exactly what she has been looking for for so long...who would have thought 4 years ago what this connection would mean...?

She wants to come back to live here, but we need a miracle for her to get a Visa that will allow her to stay more than 6 months...remember that in your prayers...

There was much more help to pick the olives during these last weeks...
The Jones family who are now at my sister's in Algarve, also came again (second time this year), after their tour through north europe ... They stayed a bit longer than a week and that was great for the first "round" of the harvest when we picked lots of olives to eat later next year...you can see their impression here ...


Marcia, Marinho, Maureen, Alana and Isaac also came one weekend and it was great fun...we even celebrated my 35th birthday with cake and all...Maureen brought a zucchini cake (very tasty) which was wonderful, and the Winters also joined in... It was a lovely day...with lots of people I love !!!

Ok., now, some pictures with subtitles just to share... I've been rubbish with pictures to be honest...actually, even to blog...I still want to post about Uli and Juran's wedding...but it's just more exciting to be outside working than typing on a computer...sorry about that...


the Jones up on the trees...


T.J. among the Olives...


Some olives were really hard to get...well, also an excuse to have fun...Donald giving a try with the "trampolin" 


The "Parasol" Mushrooms just came out a few days ago... I made sure they were the edible ones...I didn't want to see pink elephants



Oh yes, they were delicious...me and Sieglinde delighted ourselves 


Enjoy this sound (sorry about the poor quality) 
my neighbour picking olives and singing traditional song… I had to come down my tree, stop everything and get closer to listen the soul of the elders of this valley…


O.K, I´m going now to the "Magusto" in Povoa de Atalaia... this is a party of Chestnuts and "Jerupiga", a nice sweet wine made with moonshine, the new wine and some sugar...
I hope to write again soon...

P.S.- Just a little transparency on finances from my part...I just wanted to share that we still need some more donations for the expenses on the land...I've been tight for the last months...we got one donation for building material so far which I'm so grateful for, but I keep having the normal expenses with dog food, internet, the car (which I still haven't paid the total amount and I had some extra expenses recently, 400e, because when I was away in Germany someone stole my neighbour's wallet where he kept our van's key), food and other little things for the land (I also need to pay the tax for the land soon and I just got some mail from the city Hall in Lisbon of a ridiculous amount of money to pay for a license we- White Stone-didn't even use...this was still when "Rivertribe" came to play in Lisbon and we asked for a "noise license" but we didn't use...please pray that I can solve this in peace...the bill is of 1600e...simply ridiculous)...
As you know (or maybe not), I don't have any sort of income (for the last 12 years actually) as I'm giving all my time to work in the land (the last 3 years)... so, I just wanted to remind you of this, and maybe some could send some help...

I'm thinking about ways for the land to fund itself, like giving workshops on permaculture and natural buildings and buy building material with the money...it would not be for much profit because I don't want to charge a lot as these things are usually super expensive and not accessible to everyone, but it can give me enough to cover the costs... 
the thing is that we need some more conditions to host these workshops...simple things like compost toilets and showers would make a big difference... but again, it needs some investment for that to happen...
Thanks a lot anyway for supporting in whatever way... I'm really thankful for all I have, but to be honest, I would like to have some extra money to do some more needed things around here, and not counting the "coins" all the time I see something we need to buy... If it was only for me, I wouldn't need anything at all really...I probably don't even spend 50e a month on myself, but I would really like to see this place better than it is today...
Thanks for understanding...thanks!!!
I'm not complaining, I´m simply sharing a need... sometimes we don't receive because we don't ask... well, at least, I've asked...

BE PEACEFUL

10 October 2009

oLiVe hArVeSt...


just a quick note to remind you that the olive harvest is soon and I'd be really grateful with some extra hands...
I'll start NEXT WEEK picking olives for conserves cuz they look pretty good already...there are loads this year...the big harvest will be between the 19th TILL 26th OCTOBER...
Let me know if you're willing to come... and share with friends!!!
Thanks...

07 October 2009

bRiEf nOtE...


just to say I'm back from my travels and I have lots to share... for now, just a quick note as I don't have my pictures here...
I got a new computer...
My dog Muxima broke the screen from my previous one but a friend in Germany gave me hers with a broken hard drive...another friend from Emma in Ireland did the job to replace the hard drive from mine (12"one) into the new one (14"one)...now, it's going to be easier to use it ...
I also got another battery, from another friend with a broken 14" iBook...
So, recycling is the best ...
Tip for the day:
RECYCLE...REUSE...REDUCE (consumption)...

I had some things to sort out as I came back...

first: my neighbour got his purse stolen...and our car keys were in it...Bummer...the mechanic came here yesterday and managed to open and get it to work, but now he has to order a new key set and starting engine (or whatever the name is in english)

second, but most important for me: Muxima was gone... I had 2 suspicions: either someone took her, or she's in her heat... The second option was confirmed Wednesday morning... I had a feeling I was hearing her bark, so I went out to find her... as I was whistling in the woods there she came running...but with her were also 2 male dogs...oops... I'm hoping she didn't mate because I wanted to wait for the second heat for her to have puppies... anyway...now I have to go around with her on a rope for 3 weeks...

 At least Tom Sawyer and Huck are protecting the area from other males... of course they might try to jump on her too, but so far they seem ok, they stepped back as soon as I said "no", and they never tried it again... at least I don't need to handle them...that would be hard...

Anyway, now I feel at home... I was a bit sad when I didn't see Muxima around...
soon I'll post about my time in Germany and Belfast... lots of pictures from Juran and Ulli's wedding... it was indeed amazing!
I haven't got the energy to do that yet...

15 September 2009

i'LL b aWaY 4 tHrEe wEeks...

I'm at the airport now in porto...
I'll be away for 3 weeks...First in Germany for the wedding of Uli and Juran, in Gorlitz, close to Poland...It's going to be amazing...a family gathering...most of my closest friends will be there for a 3 day party celebration...
 
After that I might be in Hernhut with my closest friends...to remember the old days...
Then maybe Berlin to visit other friends...Then Ireland to be with Emma and other friends...
lots of traveling... preparing for winter season ...
The land and dogs are being looked after by a neighbour, Antonio, the shepherd... I miss the animals and the plants already  ...
O.K, just to let you know where I'm about these next few weeks...I might write when I have the chance..
I have to go now, the plane has arrived....

10 September 2009

em português prós portugueses...

É a primeira vez que escrevo no blog em português... pela simples razão que é para portugueses, principalmente para os que dizem ser cristãos... tudo começa no blog do Junior, um irmão de Faro que descreve uma situação de "evangelismo" de um cristão "evangélico" a tentar convencer outro cristão "católico" a mudar de "igreja" por estar "errada"... Isto reflecte a triste realidade das "Igrejas" em Portugal e um confronto entre perspectivas diferentes... é simplesmente uma conversa de irmãos e irmãs sobre algo que por vezes fica nas entrelinhas...ou se quiserem, no dito pelo não dito... por isso, vou dizer o que penso...em Amor, honestidade e liberdade...


foi isto que respondi entre uma quantidade de comentários e opiniões que já desenrolava o assunto:


Primeiro, não percebi ainda qual é o problema dos “evangélicos” com os padres ou a "Igreja" católica...sei que esse é um problema no meio “evangélico” e também confesso que cresci com um certo desdém em relação à Igreja Católica e aos padres que a meu ver não davam um bom exemplo como seguidores de Cristo (na minha realidade ao crescer e ser educada numa cultura maioritariamente católica)... Devo reconhecer que até criou em mim uma resistência a Cristo e à sua mensagem, e hoje, depois de conhecer outras "Igrejas", protestantes e evangélicas, vejo que também estas criam a mesma resistência em muitas pessoas…  É irónico, não acham?! Vejo essa resistência em mim também, já que, ao desenvolver o meu próprio relacionamento com Deus e meditação nas Escrituras, há muitas coisas, principalmente certas teologias que não consigo concordar…

Talvez pelo facto de tanto umas como outras “Igrejas” apontarem as pessoas a seguirem as suas doutrinas, em vez de apontarem para Deus ou os ensinamentos de Jesus, a quem dizem seguir... Talvez por se acharem perfeitos(as) e não reconhecerem que também eles(as) próprios(as) falham e precisam da misericórdia e graça de Deus. 


Neste momento congrego com alguma regularidade numa paróquia da aldeia mais próxima de onde vivo, a Póvoa de Atalaia… Intitulam-se "Católicos romanos" e respeito, ainda que haja certas coisas que não concordo nem professo ( a submissão a uma hierarquia papal e patriarcal por exemplo)... 

Esta é a expressão da Igreja aqui mais próxima, e como nova residente e, de certa forma, estrangeira, quero respeitar as tradições e costumes locais…


Comecei a "ir à missa" porque Deus me falou para ir e também conhecer o padre local.  Acho que foi uma boa ideia pois é uma boa maneira de me envolver na comunidade em que me insiro, para além de ouvir boas mensagens e orações... A congregação parece-me bastante genuína em geral... dei-me muito bem com o padre que cá estava quando cheguei, mas agora está outro em quem ainda não encontrei grande afinidade... Assim também se vê que dentro de cada religião ou denominação, há líderes com quem vamos ter mais afinidade do que outros...


Não vejo grande diferença, digo já, entre a “missa” católica e um "culto" protestante ou evangélico… A menos que o que esteja em causa seja o estilo de música e cantos ou a ordem e forma dos rituais prestados ... Se eu fosse à procura de um "estilo" estava bem tramada, pois nunca encontrei uma “Igreja” com o meu estilo... Talvez os "Jesus Freaks" na Alemanha, ou a "Caverna de Adulão" em São Paulo, mas não são locais para mim (ponho a palavra Igreja entre aspas quando se trata de igrejas locais ou denominações, pois estou a usar o termo como geralmente é usado para uma congregação local...para mim a Igreja vai muito além de denominações ou até religiões... mas isso daria para mais outra longa conversa e não é esta)


Também não estou aqui a escrever para julgar ninguém... acho que muita gente pensa como pensa, ou acredita no que acredita porque assim lhe foi ensinado...por isso, se isto servir de alguma coisa, que sirva para nos questionar (coisa que poucos foram ensinados)


Para deixar claro, os "católicos" também seguem a Cristo, como os protestantes e evangélicos e outras mil e uma denominações que possam existir…e quem somos nós para julgar o coração dos outros ? Eu própria já aprendi essa lição quando entrei numa "Igreja católica" com a intenção de julgar e senti Deus a falar "Eu vejo os corações"... Desde aí acho que nunca mais julguei ninguém que sinceramente busca a Deus, seja de que forma for...

Deus vê os corações...


Sei quais são as faltas apontadas à "Igreja Católica" pelos protestantes e evangélicos, mas e estes, serão perfeitos? Haverá “Igreja” perfeita na terra? Pergunto eu? Creio que não irmã(os)... Se falamos de "Igrejas" como instituições, denominações ou religiões, então não há uma que não seja meramente humana... podemos apontar erros e falhas em cada uma...quer no presente, quer no passado...Mas vamos ter cuidado ao julgar aqueles que pertencem a essas organizações humanas... seria o mesmo que dizer que o SLBenfica é melhor que o FCPorto...ou que os portistas são melhores que os benfiquistas... Não terão as "Igrejas" se tornado meros "clubes" a que as pessoas pertencem, em quem se identificam, onde se sentem bem, onde sentem que pertencem, onde recebem algo de bom?!! É uma questão...


Se fossemos um pouco menos orgulhosos e presunçosos, se calhar poderíamos complementar-nos nas falhas de cada um e aprendermos com os dons e qualidades de uns e de outros (como indivíduos e como grupos)... Não estou a condenar uma ou outra expressão de "Igreja", pelo contrário, acho que devemos cada vez mais respeitar e apreciar as diferenças de cada um...


Reparando bem no que o Júnior escreveu não vejo propriamente aquele senhor de meia idade a compartilhar a "boa nova de Jesus", mas apenas perguntou àquela jovem se ela já foi a uma "Igreja evangélica"… infelizmente é isso que é ensinado em muitas Igrejas, a levar as pessoas a congregar nesta ou naquela (de preferência a nossa, para ter mais membros e poder dizer a outros o quanto o nosso “ministério” é um sucesso)… 

quanto a "ministérios de evangelismo", o alvo final é sempre encaminhar as pessoas que "aceitam Jesus" a congregar numa "Igreja local" (desculpem aqueles que não estão a perceber nada destas palavras, mas é assim que se fala entre "cristãos", por isso uso aspas tantas vezes)...


não quero também julgar esse senhor, provavelmente disse o que disse com a melhor das intenções, e, se calhar, foi tudo o que lhe têm ensinado que deve fazer como um “bom cristão evangélico"… provavelmente, e infelizmente também, deve-lhe ter sido ensinado que a "Igreja católica" não segue a Jesus "como deve ser", e que por isso não é realmente "Igreja" como a Evangélica ... o mesmo pensam alguns "católicos" e por aí adiante...estão a ver que rico exemplo damos a quem não está a perceber nada desta conversa?…


Já nem vou falar em Universalidade e aceitação de outras religiões e caminhos como válidos e provavelmente necessários nesta nossa imensa diversidade humana... (outra longa conversa para outro artigo)


Irmã(o)s, temos que parar com este tipo de julgamentos… Jesus orou para que fossemos um, nas poucas orações que foram registradas nos Evangelhos…e o que nós fazemos? Andamos à batatada uns com os outros, “porque a minha Igreja é melhor do que as outras”, “porque nós é que temos a Verdade”, etc… ou até boas razões como “ porque nós temos mais ministérios de misericórdia”,“porque nós fazemos mais missões”, “porque nós oramos mais” (bem, disso poucos se devem gloriar tendo em conta a participação em reuniões de oração que eu presenciei...sim, pois infelizmente a vida de oração foi reduzida, para muitos, a breves e pequenas reuniões dos mais idosos ou tímidos ) 


Cuidado irmã(o)s com as nossas palavras, pois seremos julgados na mesma medida que julgarmos os outros…


Eu mesma já “evangelizei” (compartilhei intencionalmente a minha opinião e relação com Jesus e ouvi as histórias das pessoas que conheci) quando servia a Deus na "Jocum", uma ONG cristã que, entre outros serviços, também apoia o trabalho das "Igrejas locais"...

A forma que fui ensinada, parecia que tinha que convencer os outros das minhas convicções e isso sempre me deixou perturbada…Sempre me deu gosto partilhar os ensinos de Jesus, pois eram esses que permeavam a minha vida a cada dia, mas convencer os outros para seguir os mesmos ensinos, nunca me fez sentido… O que mais me custou e pesou no meu coração, foi o que responder quando as pessoas me perguntavam: " E a que Igreja é que vais?" Para já, eu própria nunca fui, nem sinto ser "membro" de nenhuma "igreja local"...  Também não ia indicar "Igrejas locais" que desconheço, ainda que por vezes tinha que o fazer pois estava a serviço de uma dessas "Igrejas locais" que pediu os serviços da Jocum, onde servia como voluntária ... 

Até Jesus me fez esta pergunta um dia, quando orava por amigos meus : “e agora, e se todos esses amigos me quisessem seguir, para onde os encaminharias?”... É claro que Jesus não estava a falar de nenhuma "igreja local" em particular , mas sim a levantar uma questão maior... onde estão as comunidades cristãs capazes de abraçar e guiar os "diferentes", os "rejeitados pela sociedade", os "alternativos" e os que não se encaixam em instituições, os ditos “pecadores”, os “viciados”, os que buscam a Deus tal como estão, sem se sentirem julgados ou rejeitados ? 


Eu não conseguia imaginar nenhuma das pessoas por quem orava a sequer entrar em nenhuma das "Igrejas" que conheci. ( já disse exactamente isto numa das maiores congregações evangélicas em Lisboa na altura quando me convidaram a falar dos quartos de oração que organizava)


Haverá necessidade de outras expressões de Igreja? Mais inclusivas e universais? Acho que sim…

 

Antes de continuar quero deixar algo bem claro : conheço muito boa gente que faz parte dessas "Igrejas" e muitas pessoas até iam gostar de conhecer os meus amigos e vice-versa... Não quero de modo algum ofender as pessoas que se identificam e sentem bem em "Igrejas locais"... estou mais a falar da "Igreja" como organização e instituição, ou de ideias que essas organizações defendem a que os seus membros se sentem obrigados a seguir e imitar... As doutrinas rígidas e maus ensinos são muitas vezes aquilo que deve ser mudado, mas que poucos se atrevem a questionar. A verdade é que a maioria das “Igrejas” hoje, fecha mais portas do que abre àqueles que procuram uma direcção espiritual…


Voltando ao que já disse, o que mais me entristecia quando falava de Jesus a desconhecidos ou amigos era quando eles me perguntavam a que "Igreja" eu ia, ou se sabia de alguma "Igreja" por ali para eles conhecerem...e na verdade, eu não conseguia indicar uma que eu soubesse que essa pessoa seria bem recebida e acompanhada... Nunca fui “membro” de nenhuma "Igreja" pois servi na Jocum por 7 anos, até que me juntei a um grupo de amigos para desconstruir o que é "ser" Igreja em vez de "ir" à Igreja…


Não quero ser eu a presunçosa agora, nem a julgar, mas a verdade é que cheguei a levar algumas dessas pessoas a "Igrejas", e arrependi-me... Essas pessoas eram geralmente “diferentes”, em geral pobres, alguns com os seus vícios e, segundo a opinião de alguns líderes dessas "Igrejas", estavam “mal vestidos”... Um dos líderes até me disse directamente: -“se ao menos eles tomassem banho!”, ao que fiquei sem palavras por momentos de tão chocada... até que acrescentei : "- Pois, David devia cheirar muito bem quando foi encontrado com as suas ovelhas no monte, antes de ser ungido Rei de Israel ... ou Jesus quando nasceu numa manjedoura"...


As pessoas que levei a uma igreja local eram punks ou pessoas da rua que são as que me atraem mais para ouvir... Quando essas pessoas entravam numa "Igreja" (na minha experiência), eram olhadas de cima a baixo... a mensagem e toda a linguagem usada no ritual não faziam sentido nenhum para aquela pessoa...até eu me sentia mal por ter levado essas pessoas a uma comunidade que deveria ter sido acima de tudo acolhedora... ficava até envergonhada de dizer que faço parte desta família que se chama "Igreja"... 

( isto aconteceu nos primeiros anos da minha caminhada com Cristo, e eu era completamente ignorante em relação a diferentes denominações e o que umas aceitam e outras não… eu aprendi os ensinamentos de Jesus com Angolanos e Brasileiros em Angola, durante tempos difíceis de uma guerra civil que já durava há 24 anos… só para realçar outra grande diferença que é o cristianismo em África e na Europa)


Já nem vou falar das vezes que eu mesma entrei em “Igrejas” em que me tentaram "evangelizar", pois para certos “crentes” , eu não tenho a aparência do que é ser cristã...e na altura nem tinha as  tatuagens nem todos os piercings que tenho hoje, mas era simplesmente diferente do “normal" e "aceitável"... para mim era lamentável, mas aprendi muito...  e sei que muitos aprenderam a julgar menos pelas aparências, pois vieram ter comigo para o dizerem…


Também me aconteceu uma vez ser chamada a atenção (não a mim, mas à minha liderança na Jocum) sobre a maneira como me vesti quando fui traduzir um grupo da Holanda a uma “Igreja”... a verdade é que só tinha as minhas calças de couro, pois interrompi o meu "interrail" quando fui visitar os meus líderes de Angola que visitavam a comunidade da Jocum em Lisboa, e foi-me pedido ficar por um mês a traduzir esse grupo... 

Isto é triste !!! Quando será que um mendigo da rua terá lugar para falar em algum púlpito ?! É uma questão... ou será que quando somos cristãos não podemos ser pobres ?! Já nem falo de estilo de roupa...

Tudo isto me entristece... Tudo isto ainda é uma realidade em muitas “Igrejas”...

Creio cada vez mais que nós não somos chamados a levar pessoas à “Igreja”... Jesus é que vem ao nosso caminho, e sim, há outras pessoas que Jesus quer chamar... a “Igreja” deveria ser para discipular os que já foram chamados, ou seja, para todos os que quiserem, aprender os ensinos de Jesus... 


O nosso exemplo de vida poderá levar alguns a querer conhecer Jesus...não temos que ser uns santinhos, mas acima de tudo honestos e transparentes... O mais importante é o que Deus tem feito na nossa vida e não a nossa "perfeição"...

O chamado para fazer parte desta família universal que é a Igreja, ou a Assembléia dos filhos da Luz, não é a nós que cabe... A nós cabe sermos genuínos.

Se alguém tiver interesse em conhecer mais dos ensinos de Jesus, então poderemos indicar alguma comunidade, mas sinceramente, para mim não é fácil, principalmente quando são pessoas que eu sei que infelizmente vão ser julgadas e talvez rejeitadas pela maioria das "Igrejas locais" 


Nos últimos tempos até já podemos ver alguns índices de mudança e esperança dentro da “Igreja Protestante” ou "evangélica", à medida que várias denominações começam a quebrar as divisões ridículas que existem entre uns e outros… Mas isso não é o suficiente… enquanto não abraçarmos (e creio que muito perdão terá de ser praticado de ambas as partes) os nossos irmãos e irmãs "católicos" (principalmente em Portugal pois noutros países já não se nota tanto esta separação), "protestantes" e outras variantes que por aí há no mundo inteiro… 

Separarmo-nos e criarmos o nosso próprio mundinho não seria a solução de Jesus... mas parece que ainda não sabemos viver e aceitar as nossas diferenças, mesmo dentro da mesma "religião"...

 

“Sejam um, como eu e o Pai somos um”, “Amem-se uns aos outros para que o mundo saiba que são de facto meus seguidores”… São estas as palavras de Jesus aos seus discípulos…

E ao escrever tudo isto, quero salientar que escrevo em Amor…pois amo a Igreja, o Corpo de Cristo na terra, para sermos as mãos e a voz do Deus de Amor, de todas as tribos, raças, línguas e nações...e entristece-me bastante muitas coisas que vejo e ouço… Não suporto fundamentalismos, sejam "evangélicos", "católicos" ou outra qualquer religião... Pois como também acredito, a religião não salva ninguém deste mundo de opressores... 

Jesus teve o seu papel em benefício de toda a humanidade : Ele destruiu o mal e a morte ao dar a sua vida sem usar de violência ou qualquer outro mal... A ressurreição e o Espírito que em nós habita e nos capacita a relacionarmo-nos com o Divino, prova, para mim, que Jesus realmente conquistou essa vitória para todo o ser humano... 

Mas cada um pode acreditar ou não neste facto, pode escolher seguir os ensinamentos de Cristo nesta vida ou de qualquer outro mestre... Deus guia a cada um da forma que faz sentido a cada um... e muitas vezes o maior impedimento das pessoas quererem conhecer mais o caminho de Jesus, são os próprios cristãos. (Mahatma Gandhi disse o mesmo)


Estamos todos no fundo na mesma caminhada... Sejamos cristãos, judeus, muçulmanos, ateus, budistas, etc...todo o ser humano está a ser chamado pelo Grande Deus Vivo, para quem nada é impossível, mesmo a vitória sobre o mal e a morte...


Não me considero perfeita, nem pouco mais ou menos…mas ao reconhecer as minhas imperfeições, as minhas falhas e fraquezas, a minha pequenez, Deus tem me ensinado a não julgar os outros, principalmente os que seguem um caminho espiritual...  tenho aprendido mais um pouco sobre o que realmente significa viver na graça de Deus e oferecer essa mesma graça a todos os outros… 

"Deus é cheio de Graça", o que quer dizer que Deus não culpa nem castiga ninguém... Deus ama a todos, sempre...


achei engraçado no outro dia, a minha irmã falou-me de um livro que falava de um edifício de uma igreja onde estava escrito na porta : "proibida a entrada de pessoas perfeitas"...diz tudo... mas o que se ouve em muitos sermões é que o "cristão" deve ser perfeito... o mal de nos acharmos perfeitos é que "os outros", que não são como nós são "os imperfeitos", os que estão errados, etc...


Mas voltando ao blog, que já me estendi demais... se ouvirmos as palavras de Jesus, não me recordo de nenhuma situação em que ele tenha dito “já foste à minha Igreja?”, nem mesmo “’Já me aceitaste como Senhor e Salvador da tua vida?”… 

Jesus é quem nos escolhe, não nós a ele…Jesus é quem chama a cada um de nós, pela graça do Espírito Santo que nos concede a fé de acreditar que o mal, a morte e a condenação serão derrotados para sempre...  Jesus foi o "Messias" esperado e profetizado pelos Judeus, que irá trazer a verdadeira Paz ao Mundo...

Jesus realmente envia alguns de nós, a quem ele chamou, para fazermos discípulos, ou seja, para transmitirmos os ensinos que temos recebido do próprio Jesus... 


Jesus nunca disse que nos enviaria para desbobinar o "Evangelho" em quatro passos e perguntar à pessoa se quer "aceitar Jesus como Senhor e Salvador" (sem sequer explicar ou saber o que isso quer dizer), e depois claro, convencê-la a ir a uma "Igreja local"… e se não aceitar é porque deve ter o “coração duro” e assim "vai para o inferno"...

Não somos nós chamados a amolecer corações? Fazer discípulos implica para mim darmos a nossa vida por aqueles que Deus está a chamar… e simplesmente Amar cada um(a)... nem que eles nunca venham a desenvolver um relacionamento com Jesus.


Não foi isso que Jesus fez? Deu a sua vida por aqueles que o odiavam, por aqueles que o mataram, por aqueles que o traíram, pelos doentes, pelos desprezados e oprimidos, pelos que sofrem injustiças, pelos homossexuais, pelos toxicodependentes, pelos políticos, pelos jovens, velhos e crianças, por todas as "línguas, raças e nações"…

Dar a vida é bem diferente do que dar um folheto e ir embora...


Não li em nenhuma parte das Escrituras que Jesus tenha dado a sua vida pelos que iriam (num futuro longínquo) fazer parte da "Igreja Evangélica", ou qualquer outra denominação específica…

E “ir à Igreja” não quer dizer que a pessoa é perfeita ou santa...seja qual “Igreja” for... Sermos seguidores de Jesus, não quer dizer que nunca falhamos mais... Vamos sempre falhar...até os discípulos que andaram com Jesus falharam tantas vezes...mesmo depois da ressurreição, tendo o Espírito Santo que Jesus enviou, Pedro falhou quando não queria aceitar os não-judeus como parte da Igreja...como Paulo disse, por mais que conheçamos e amemos ao Senhor, vamos sempre ter um “espinho na carne” para nos esbofetear, para nos lembrar, que a graça de Deus é suficiente, e que todos precisamos constantemente dessa graça... Para que ninguém se glorie de si mesmo, para que ninguém se atreva a dizer que “eu é que sou um bom cristão”... Ou "eu sou mais espiritual que este ou aquele"...


Por isso sim, interessa o conteúdo da conversa entre aquele senhor e aquela jovem que provavelmente não percebeu nada do que se passou ali … Entre pregar mal o Evangelho e não pregar, mais vale não pregar… Quando Paulo recomenda a Timóteo para pregar o Evangelho em tempo e fora de tempo, não creio que estivesse a dizer para convidar as pessoas para "ir à Igreja", ou que apresentasse o plano de salvação em 4 simples passos num folheto, mas sim para viver os ensinamentos de Cristo a todo o tempo, "e, se necessário, usar palavras"... 

enfim, acho que já disse o suficiente sobre tudo isto… e muito mais poderia dizer…


Só mais uma coisinha... Vamos ser honestos quando vemos ou ouvimos algo que não concordamos...muitos cristãos têm a mania de nunca criticar o que vem de outro cristão ou da “Igreja”, pois “é para Deus”, “é com boas intenções”...sim, não vamos julgar as intenções de cada um, mas não é mal nenhum criticar (para construir), na medida em que é para identificar um erro (se existe) e mudar, se for preciso...podemos até estar errados na nossa crítica, mas pelo menos damos espaço a diálogo, e não apenas a “engolir” tudo o que dizem ou fazem só porque é com boas intenções...


E acho que me alarguei... fico por aqui que já devem estar fartos de tanto texto sem fotos…

09 September 2009

LeArNiNg bY dOiNg - pArT 2

I just wanted to let you know how is the progress with the roof, if you're interested, and I also wanted to answer, or maybe leave a question to the anonymous person that made a comment on my last post...some other random thoughts came to my mind...

What if there is no supervisor available?! 
Which is my situation at the moment...
I understand your concern 
and it would definitely be faster (if that is what you mean by "productivity") to build with another person who is more experienced... but hey, I'll hopefully finish today or tomorrow, so I don't think one and a half weeks is a lot for a roof that may last years. 
I'm also not only doing that during the day. I´m feeding the animals, watering the plants, shopping, visiting neighbours, praying  and blogging... Some hours of the day are just too hot to work on a roof, so I do other things, or I simply rest as one should... At the moment it´s 30-35 degrees (celsius) during the day...

I totally agree that we can learn with others, and I so wished I had others here to teach me... I did learn some things with my carpenter friends who did work here... I was not necessarily working with them as my function at the time was cleaning, cooking and hosting, but I learned a lot just observing how things were done...

One good way is to contract a builder who would allow you to help along, but I don´t have the money to pay any labour either, so I need to play with what I have.

Let me share the way I learned to learn since I'm a child : I was an extremely shy and insecure girl, so I wouldn't dare to ask many questions about "why this or why that"...so, my way of learning stuff was listening and observing a lot... and then trying out on my own...
While building on my own I´ve had memories of my great-grandfather who was a carpenter...I got to know him and I still remember his workshop in the back of the big 2 story wooden house where all the family lived ... unfortunately it was destroyed some years ago and now is a block of new cement buildings... As a child I would play with wooden scraps to make little houses (there were not many toys or  computers at that time)... I used to make my toys out of wood ... I still remember a flipper "machine" I made with a wood board, nails, bottle corks, clothes pegs and rubber..
I must have been 10 years old or something...


I had wood crafts at school and built a little "Ukalele" (called "cavaquinho" in portuguese)... I must have been 12... so I learned some skills with wood with some teachers... I observed a lot because I liked it... And as I said before I also had professional carpenters here 3 years ago whom I observed a lot and learned a lot with... 

I'm now reading and studying with a book called "Building Green" because I'm willing to get more serious about building more permanent buildings here...and I'm learning a lot of theory too which is also important...

All this to say that I do appreciate and value learning through other people with more skills... but I really learn by trying it out and doing it... especially craft stuff, you need to feel the material, hold the tools, get the feeling of it...

As for supervisors, if we do have one around, great... but also not everyone is a good supervisor... I remember a friend of mine who is very skilled in her craft, but so insecure because in her school the teachers were very demanding, not patient, and always shouting at her when she did something not quite perfectly right... so, between this kind of supervision, and no supervision, I would rather be without any supervision...

It was really cool yesterday... as I was about to start with the tiles, a friend of mine who is actually a builder, came by and explained to me the best way to start with the tiles... it's nice to realise that when we do need a tip, someone comes your way ... he also explained to me that the ideal distance between the rafters would be 50cm and I left longer distances in the middle... it will still be ok since I covered the whole structure with the nice floor boards I salvaged...

Just to continue another thread from the previous post when I mentioned Jesus´ ways of training, he also gave a few tasks to his disciples while he was around them, but then he send them out in pairs to do what he was doing... with no supervisor... Well, they were empowered by the Spirit, but they were alone, and I'm sure they made some mistakes, which is also a very good way to learn... sometimes they felt helpless, like the time they were trying to cast out a demon and Jesus had to go there... when they were alone again after that, Jesus started to teach them... "you know, we can only cast out some evil spirits through prayer and fasting"... So, Jesus allowed them to have the experience and fail, and then he taught them... I'm sure they understood much better than if they had had a whole course on casting out demons before going out to do it... do you see what I mean ?!

It's ok to make mistakes, especially when we recognise them... and we can learn a lot through them...

Do you want to see what I've learned so far ? with other people's experience and my mistakes ?


I should have cut the space for this pole after I put the other side...it's not easy to work with round wood, but I can't afford to buy timber, so I use what I have ...it's not a big deal, it's just not as pretty...but with the other side I was more careful...
I also don´t have many tools yet... I was given a  japanese saw that I´m so grateful for, a machete that I use as a chisel, hammer and nails, and a battery powered screw driver I was also given... Obviously I have no experience with timber framing, so I find my own ways


much more "clean", after the first one that was not so "perfect"...


I learned through books and other people that triangles improve significantly the strength of a structure...so, that's what I did


you feel it as soon as you put it... that's learning by doing...
Oh, and I put a metal triangle on the connection between the pole and the beam to secure it better...

I still want to put one between the beam and the stone wall... just to make sure it will not fly with the strong winds we sometimes have...and a tile roof carries a loooot of weight ...


It was really hard to get the structure straight using round wood, but hey, that was what I had ... actually, that 's a good thing about not having money...we learn a lot about improvising with what we have... one of my favourite portuguese saying goes like this : " If you don´t have a dog, you go hunting with a cat" ... 
Let´s say I hunt a lot with cats .

Anyway, I ended up with this gap, but nothing that it cannot be solved... a little piece of pointed wood nailed in the gap and that's it , solved !

I was not so happy with the lack of straightness, but so far it hasn't been a problem laying the tiles...  my friend who is a builder said it's looking pretty good ... maybe he was just being nice and encouraging, but I think it's not so bad... I'm actually really happy and encouraged with what I achieved so far...

All this is training too, because there are many more roofs to be done... like this one, on the kitchen...


and,  at least for now, the bath house too...

This is all good training...
step by step, I get more confident as there are quite a lot of structures on this land still to be built in order to host more people… therefore, either me or someone else who lives here needs to gain this precious skill.

I hope this was not a boring post, maybe I'm too excited about this roof and the potential of a new skill gained...

06 September 2009

LeArNinG bY dOiNg...


Check out the Mount of Oaks blog and find out what I've been up to this week...
I love carpentry...notice my carpenter look at this picture...I even have a carpenter pencil behind my ear...

My great-grandfather was a carpenter and my grandfather also, as well as a stone mason, so somewhere in my genes I will have what I need for the job...

I've not only been building, but it has been very meditative work..."Learning by doing", that has been my motto...

While I'm building the roof, some interesting thoughts come to my mind...
It is amazing what we can learn by doing...
when we don't have the fear of trying, fear of failing...
when we don't have the fear of what others may think about our work... some may even think it's rubbish, especially "professionals", but I don't care...

When we don't put our value only in the results, but in the process, nothing is a waste of time... let us say my work ends up being rubbish, that doesn't mean I am rubbish...even if others may point that out... my work may be, but it also means I´ve tried, and I´ve learned from my mistakes...

Fear is a very destructive thing actually...and we live in a society of fear these days... Isn't fear the opposite of Love...of hope... of faith... What shall we fear then ?!

when we appreciate the learning process more than the successful results (or unsuccessful) we may have, we don't have to fear...and we know we'll not lose anything...we'll only gain..if nothing else, we'll gain experience...

All that and more made me think about Jesus (every little thing can make me think about Jesus as you might have noticed)
I started to think about the way Jesus trained his disciples... he didn't set up a Bible school or seminary (don't misinterpret me, I'm not against it), actually, they didn't even had a "Bible"... they possibly knew some of the jewish scrolls of the Torah, most likely by oral transmission... Jesus didn't organize a discipleship camp... All he 
did was choose some young men, mostly peasants, from a despised region called Galilee, who were not educated or very religious... Jesus called them to follow Him (even though he made clear that he had no place to lay his head, so probably he had no home, even though it seems like he might have had a house in Capernaum where he would pass by every now and then)... 

They walked together for a while...they must have learned a lot simply by observing... Jesus gave them little tasks, and the disciples were promptly obeying... They helped serve and feed a few thousands of people with only a few fish and bread... Then he simply sent them out to do the same they saw him doing, like speaking about the Kingdom of God and how to live different lives than what the Romans wanted to impose, healing those who were sick and casting out demons...they didn't make written tests nor exams... they simply went...and you know what?!! They came back all excited with the things they learned... Often Jesus would do like that : he would send them out in pairs so they could have their own experience and also have a witness and companion on the road... Then he would give them some more teaching about it...

They would probably fail sometimes, or get frustrated, but Jesus was more concerned with the learning process in their own individual lives (things like self-initiative), then with the results themselves...
In the end I bet the disciples learned much more in those 3 years (walking many kilometers by foot, not really knowing where they would sleep or what they would eat), then what we may learn with many books, courses, theories and lots of knowledge...

Studying is good ( I love it), but if we don't practice it in our lives, do we really learn ?! Having knowledge is different from learning... And wisdom comes by learning, not simply by knowing...

Does this make any sense ?! well, for me it does, and I'm trying to put it into practice... I'm learning this while making a roof, so, it's not only in "spiritual activities" that we learn spiritual things... 

actually I was having this conversation with a guy who visited these days... we fail when we start separating "spiritual" things from the "non-spiritual" ones... 

We are spiritual, so everything we do is spiritual... whether I'm washing dishes or studying the Bible, I'm the same spiritual person... In fact, I notice most of the things in my character (good or bad) in small things like cleaning toilets, weeding the garden, cleaning other people's houses, feeding my animals, etc... maybe like Jesus washing his disciples feet... he was giving an example to follow, taking the least of works to serve others, and doing it with all his heart, filled with Love...
Many go to church meetings and get impressed with the preacher's sermon... this sunday at mass I was impressed with the lady who arranged the flowers everywhere in the building... I know her, and I know she does it for God... not expecting any recognition, nor charging for it or wanting to be noticed... she's not a rich wealthy lady either, but she gives with sacrifice, because she loves...

O.K, this is going a bit too far already...  I just wanted to share some random thoughts...

Be peaceful 
Always

30 August 2009

pRoJeCtS 4 ThE wiNtEr...


Go to the Mount of Oaks blog to see the possible projects for this next winter, and how you can get involved...
BE PEACEFUL...

25 August 2009

pRaYeR wEeK iN pOvOa dE aTaLAia...


This post will be filled with pictures...as it's easier for me to remember all the things that happened these last weeks...
This picture is of the house where we hosted the prayer room... such a perfect location...just next to the main church building and right where the sweet old ladies hang out in our hot summer days... yes, it has been hot...between 35 and 40 degrees (celsius).

Anyway, this house was generously provided by the priest of the parish, who unfortunately was going to leave the village on the last day of the prayer week ... but that's another story...I'll comment more about it towards the end of this post...


One week before I had a surprising and pleasant visit from our little brother Lukas and his brother Philip... It was so nice to be with him again...and he was very pleased to be back as well.. Here they were getting Nono ready to go up the mountain with them...


Here's lovely Anne, who came also before the prayer week and helped me to set up the room... she came to check the land for a possible place for her to live in...but she felt it was time for her to be On The Way and walk...so she did...here was the night before she headed on her journey... I believe it´s going to be a beautiful and strong one... I feel she'll be back...she really loved it here, and we had good conversations about living in community, and specifically about what I dream for this place...
Bless you Anne... May the Wind guide you, may The Provider shelter you and give you the food and drink you need to keep moving...The One who is The Way is with you...


Uli and Stephi also came with the kids (not so much now), Melody and Elias... we all had great fun... and Uli, despite being on holidays, couldn't help but fix all our bikes...Bless you Uli...They also came with a caravan trailer that they left for Sieglinde (Miri's mom) , who will come to spend next winter here...

Emma also came, just a few days before and she helped me with the last details of the prayer room...well, to be honest, most of it !!!


Marcia came on Sunday... I missed her soooo much !!!
here we were chilling under Maria's cafe pergola vine...Hmmm, nice grapes !!!!

My full time supporters in the kitchen... As last year, we had all our meals at the village Hall kitchen... what a blessing !!!

A creative moment at the prayer room ... It was a lovely week...not as many people as the previous one,but because of that we had lots of time for listening to each other's stories and praying for one another... It was definitely a week for listening !!!

We opened up the prayer room at 9pm on Sunday, the 9th... There were some young people from a parish in Lisbon, whom we met last year... They really enjoyed the last prayer room, so I invited them to the opening of this one... we worshipped God with some of their portuguese songs, and we prayed together... they were quite emotional because the priest was leaving and they were really close to him... I felt sorry for them, but it was so beautiful to see such sincere love... it was nice to be with them again... A few days before they all went with the priest to have lunch with us in the land...

Listening to the old ladies who would hang out just outside the prayer room was our way of serving (and receiving) for this year... what else do they need !!! They are amazing !

In return (not that we were expecting it), they would come with watermelons and huge tomatoes from their gardens ... They are so generous!
 

But our garden would also supply us with some things...look at this beautiful harvest... and tasty as well !

Edna came alone on thursday... Paulo and the babies, together with Ulli, Juran and Nuno (their fisherman friend from Olhao), would come later... Edna needed some time alone and I believe she had great times in the prayer room... she spent 3 nights there... here in the picture, in the morning when we arrived for breakfast...

At the fountain of the Village Hall dipping our feet in water... this was saturday when Paulo and the rest arrived...

The sweeties !!! They do love water !!!


Oh yes, they do !!!


On that day also, some friends of Emma arrived, after hitch-hiking all the way from Bradford...well done !!! Here's Levina and Nina... Andrew was cut here...sorry about that Andrew... well, you cannot really see Nina either... I also don't have pictures of Ricardo, Clara's boyfriend... Great guy ...really lovely to meet him !!!

Juran showing off the gourgets from his garden... Nuno, the fisherman, in the back...what a lovely guy as well, simple, humble and always ready to serve ...


And the fun part is about to begin...
This was Sunday morning...well, I don't know if it was morning anymore... I had a lovely conversation with Juran and Ulli, together with Emma... Next time we'll see them will be at their wedding's celebration in Germany... we were also speaking about Edna's Baptism that would be somehow, that sunday, before we closed up the prayer room... So, after our conversation, Edna came and said : " Would you cut my dreads?!!".
With Edna things had to be different anyway... and special, of course... She wanted something symbolic to remember such a special day... And it was a nice start for a baptism !!!
For those who are not familiar, baptism is not just a thing religious people do to babies. Baptism, in our community´s understanding, is a public declaration, to the seen and unseen beings, that we want to live by different rules... not by the world's rule, but by God´s... 
we declare we are children of the Light, and nothing evil can harm us no more...


Juran started...


Then me...


Emma's turn now !!!


The 3 of us at the same time !!! I felt so privileged to be part of it !!! It´s my blood sister afterall...


Yep, it needs to be all gone !!! Look how happy and joyful she was !!!
She looked beautiful and shiny... well, it's hard for Edna not to !!! She´s an amazing person!


Soon, a saloon was set up in front of the bus... Ulli needed her hair cut a bit...


I was next ...


After that we all went to the prayer shelter...we heard Edna and why she wanted to get baptized... there was nothing else to say really... we just worshiped for a while...


lots of crying and emotions in between... all good !!!

Then all up the hill to the pond !!! Unfortunately I don't have pictures of that because I was in the pond with Edna... 
Emma got a picture of Edna between me and Juran as she went on the water... and Edna said : " Yes, that's how I wanted as well"... So we went, despite the possibility of getting our feet filled with leeches... we didn't really know the "right things to say"...but anyway, she knew it in the heart what she was doing...and above all, God knew it... she declared before us all, and before all the beings on earth and all the spiritual realms, that she belongs to Jesus, her Light in this world... It was very beautiful and of course, there was lots of laughter... me and Juran embraced her and we all jumped backwards into the water... after that, the rest joined the pond party...It was great !!!


After that we went to the village to eat something and go to mass...It would be the last one this priest would give... everyone was sad with that, and Paulo (the priest) also... but he was obeying his bishop who thought he could be better studying in Rome... I admire Paulo's humility and submission a lot... Rome was the last place he would like to go, he told me, but he prefers to believe he´s obeying God...
I understood that, as I also served an Organization for 7 years, as I felt that was where God wanted me at the time... It is a good practice to obey leadership, unless they request something that is not according to God´s character... I remeber one time I didn't quite agree with my leader´s judgement,but at the time I felt obedience was more important than "being right"... and it was not damaging anyway...

I'm very sad too, because he was a gem... not only preacher, but doer of Jesus' words... I will always remember the day when he was sitting on a door step with an old man at 1am in the night... I was picking up someone from the bus or train and I was wondering what he was doing at that time late at night... I found out that he was counseling a father to get reconciled with his son... and they did reconcile... Anyway, I just wanted to leave some words here, honoring this servant of God... even though it's hard for him to accept any compliment to himself... I thank God for Paulo, and I glorify The Creator for this beautiful person ...
The people of Povoa de Atalaia prepared a long table with all sorts of food, like a feast, for Paulo... a simple way to show they loved him...


It was beautiful Paulo's words at the end of the mass as well... he was appreciating the people of this village and expressing his love... he acknowledged their lack of self-esteem (I have always had this sense too), and encouraged all to never think that way... We were all touched, and I feel very privileged to be part of this community...


Happy ending !!! We put on some reggae throughout the night, Paulo (my brother in law) bought some beers, and we all had a nice time together in front of the church building...


Now, some random pictures of the prayer room... There were 3 young girls from the village who absolutely loved it...









"Nothing can separate us from your Love God"...Nothing !!!
Thank you God for everything !

...and finally, some REST...not that the whole week was not restful, but it sure felt good to be alone with God and a few close friends...
Me and Emma went to "Moses" to be with Vonny and Andrew... I love them so much...


I was looking forward to see how their work in the house was doing...basically, they are rebuilding an old ruined slate house... almost by themselves, only Joao, their neighbour is helping them and teaching them how to do it... Amazing !!!


me and Emma engraving a message in their wall :-)... "blessing"


and "shantii"... it means Peace  in Hindi...


Blessings of Peace at Moses...Amen !!!


Me and Emma went back to the land and Lucy came to visit... we had a short yet lovely time with her...
Nina, Andrew and Levina enjoyed a lot staying at the land and looking after it while we were away... when we came back they had prepared for us a lovely dinner...they left the following morning, hitch-hiking back to Bradford... I was really pleased to meet them all...

Now, me alone again... clearing up the prayer room, organizing a few things here and there... washing dirty rags... checking up my e.mails and writing on my blog...
back to my solitude again ... with God and all creation around me...